Stupid Fears...

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Now on to my topic...

You know how life ebbs and flows, right? We enjoy seasons where the wind is at our backs and seasons when the bugs get in our teeth; seasons when the sun is mostly shining and seasons when the clouds seem to sit on top of our heads and blur our vision. But rarely are life seasons all bad, or all good. Mixed in with the sweet times, are thorns and heartaches, and unfulfilled desires. And mixed in with those stormy times are sacred moments where we enjoy intimacy with God, the miracle of strength in our weakness, and the closeness of a faithful friend.

Well, right now, I'm mostly in a sweet season of life. God is doing a new thing in me and all around me. Yes, I still have unfulfilled desires, hopes of healing, and parts of my personality that I long for God to redeem and renew, but all in all, God is breathing His breath of favor upon us and we are extremely grateful.

But amidst this sweet time of favor, certain circumstances have stirred up an old fear in me that practically paralyzed me for a day or two. Ugh! 

It's not like I haven't gained ground in this area. I have. I practically don't even recognize myself when I think of who I was. And it's not like I haven't brought this fear into the light with a few trusted friends and the Lord. I have. Again and again.

So why do I have to keep going around and around this mountain, revisiting a place that won't seem to heal? 

As I spent extended amounts of time in the Lord's presence this week, meditating on Scripture and listening to worship songs that declare the greatness of my God, I heard Him afresh in this place. Here's what He told me:

Fear NOT, My precious child, for I have redeemed you, I have summoned you by name...you are MINE. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and when you pass through the rivers, they will NOT sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you-will-NOT-be-burned. The flames WILL NOT set you ablaze. For I am the Lord YOUR GOD, the Holy One of Israel. Your Savior (Isaiah 43:1-1).

Read that again but this time strongly emphasize all of the times God says, "I" -  I have redeemed you. I have called you. I'm the One who summoned you. Do you hear the love, the compassion, and the protective nature of our God? In fact He makes Himself personal by saying, 'I'm YOUR GOD.' He's my God. He's your God. He is God-With-Us. Emmanuel. 

I hate my fears. But I love God more. I have to trust Him. I have to look my fears square in the face and say, 'Even so, I have God.'

I'm putting my stupid fears under my feet again today. My God turns my darkness into light. He strengthens me so I can scale any wall. I have every reason for faith. You do too. 

Have a blessed week as you trust in Him. He can be trusted.

Love to you, my friend.

Comments

[Kathy Baker]

Thank you for that! I really needed that today. My husband has luekemia and we struggle with different issues about the medication and what it does to him. It is draining not only our bank account buy our emotional well being as well. My spiritual account is good thanks to wonderful things like your posts. Thanks!

[kimberlee]

You got it, Susie! That scripture is so powerful, one I clung to for 6 months :) The fears that I have been experiencing these past 2 months have opened my eyes to how Satan is tryin to direct my decisions. I realize these fears are not of God & if He was with me then (how I LOVE Emmanuel), He will be with me again. These fears have driven me back into His Word & the one I've been meditating on is 1 John 4:18-19 about perfect love driving out fear. I think this year He is going to work on making me perfect in love...and He will perfect that which concerns me. :)Clinging to His daily bread!! Love you!

[Lorilee]

I love that you are transparent..with all that you have so positive in your life and out in the public eye and you humble yourself and admit your weakness whatever they may be...it makes me believe that there is a light at the end of my tunnel!

[Susie Larson]

Dear Kathy,

So sorry to hear about your husband's illness. May God heal and restore him in every way and may He give you strength to put your fears under your feet!

God bless you, dear!

[Susie Larson]

Kimberlee,

You are so right! It's sometimes a fight and fear sometimes propels us to fight for faith, but it's a battle we must be willing to engage in. You are a mighty woman of faith and I know God has great things ahead for you.

Blessings to you~

[Susie Larson]

Lorilee,

God DOES have great plans for you! And He will be faithful to you! Keep praying, keep seeking, keep asking, keep knocking, and soon, the way will open up before you.

Blessings to you~