Keeping No Account...

Hi Friends!
Susie Larson here...
So sorry I missed you yesterday but I am glad to have something to share with you today!
To those who are visiting, I say welcome! I post every Wednesday (99% of the time...) and my goal is to encourage your faith and nourish your soul along the way.
In order to be successful, we have to keep pretty good records. Our filing system needs to be somewhat consistent and user friendly. We save time and get more done when we write things down and put them in their proper place.
This statement makes me sound so organized and efficient, doesn't it? Well unfortunately I am only moderately organized and it's time for my office and files to be overhauled and updated.
I suppose that's why this topic is at the forefront of my mind right now.
While it's great to be able to quickly pull up of list of things you've done and the dates with which you completed them, it's destructive to keep such records of the the things you've done for others. It's even more destructive to keep a detailed account of ways other people have offended you but we'll address that topic another day.
We love, because God first loved us.
We're good to others, because Jesus has been so good to us.
We forgive others, because we've been so graciously forgiven.
We humble ourselves, because the Savior of the world humbled Himself to the point of death.
How do we know if we are keeping an account of the good things we've done?
When someone is offended by us, and our instinctive response is to pull the "good-things-we've-done" list out of our back pocket and recite it to ourselves and maybe to them, then we know we're keeping account. If our first concerns are that they would know they really have no right to have an issue with us, because all of the good things we've done for them far outweighs any bad thing we could have done to irritate them...then we are most likely keeping an account.
When we keep account of all of the ways we've extended patience and forgiveness, and blessing, and sub-consciously consider it our get-out-of-jail-free card, we've lost sight of why we as Believers do the things we do.
We love and give and forgive others, because it's this kind of scandalous love that's been poured out on us.
As tempting as it may be to recite our list of rights-done in the face of criticism, may we be humble and confident enough not to do so.
We do the right thing as an offering of thanks to God, not as a future pass for ourselves.
We have enough of Jesus in us to bravely stand and behave like Christ without needing to rely on our past "goodness."
Besides, if we want to go that route, we will have to reckon with the "wrongs done" list we've also accumulated. And unfortunately that list is usually the longer one.
Choose grace instead. Grace for your accuser, grace for yourself.
Our Heavenly Father keeps the best kind of records. He removes confessed sin from His hard drive and remembers it no more. And yet He considers every kind word, every smile, done in His Name, as a deposit into His Kingdom.
When we live for Him, He defends us. He takes care of us.
What a great concept.